lost

lost.

Maybe it's the best title; as I am that lost.

Have you ever; after a long good day, after all the energy you spent on all of your activities, you suddenly feel that insignificant? So insignificant that you started wondering, when world will still turn right even when you're not around, why do you exist?

Why do I exist?

Is it to impress? or is it to be so full of yourself?

Is it to accompany each other? or is it to struggle alone, but never winning?

Have you ever; been in the situation when your head is so full of questions, even you started questioning if those questions are important or not.

Why am I here?

.

ah, I am that lost.

Quiet.

Life sometimes feels to noisy I want it to be a little quiet. 

I want to stop for awhile, to totally pause everything that has been going on and just, take a long, deep breathe. I thought I was that strong, but I wasn't -- life turns out to be more overwhelming than it used to & than I expected it to.

this is one of those times. introvert mode.

all I want right now is to watch sad movies, listen to mellow songs, and sleep.

dan mungkin mengetahui jawaban dari pertanyaan yang sudah bersarang sekian lama dan bergantian meledak di kepala.